Friday, August 10, 2012

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Assalamualaikum.. hoi.. hmm.. ramadhan tak lama lagi nak beransur pergi.. dan setiap ramadhan sewajarnya kita berubah untuk menjadi yang lebih baik, lebih bertanggungjawab and bermacam-macam lebih lagi.. but only in good things laa.. yg bad things tu jangan laa dilebih-lebihkan.. kita kurang-kurangkan.. I'm not going to talk about this year, sbb tak habis tahun pun lagi, just about this sem in my university.. and for the first time in my campus life, I've received warning letter! memang banyak pun skip class this sem.. admit it.. my bad.. jadual tak berapa nak cantik.. haha.. tengok tu, dia yang tak datang, nak salahkan jadual pulak.. tp mmg betul pun.. one of the factors.. selain tu, overslept! hehe.. sejuk sangat "Muadzamsterdam" ni.. mood pun kadang-kadang tak betul.. kalau takde mood, memang malas giler nak pegi class.. kalau pegi muka  mcm hapetah, tak focus, baik tak payah kan?? duduk rumah lagi best.. plus, this sem boleh dikira every week balik.. penat wo.. sape kata tak penat.. balik pun bukan balik saja.. ada hal and banyak kerja jugak kat sana nak kena settle.. this sem, quite few subject kena catch up.. my carry marks for certain subject pun low habaq hang.. aigoo.. pening den.. and plus, my final on 3rd August! sedihkan.. orang raya, den sibuk membelek buku.. nak buat macam mana.. student life kan.. I hope one day, I'll settle down with good job and good salary! hehe.. talking about Ramadhan, last year was the best.. because it change me for good.. and I'm really thankful for that.. this year, I know that I'm not given my very best.. banyak sangaaaat kurangnya.. nampak tak kemalasan di situ? huhu.. about iftar, that's make me kinda sad.. sbb still tak dapat berbuka dengan important peoples in my life.. Ramadhan tinggal berapa hari je lg.. I don't think I can have an iftar with them all.. but thanks to Allah, I had the chance berbuka, sahur and prays with my beloved family.. that's more important and the happiness tak ada galang gantinya.. pasal raya, Aidilfitri, you know what, on 16th August baru dapat balik.. sedih tahu tak! lagi berapa hari nak raya.. and there're still lot of preparation need to be done.. sambil meluah rasa kat sini, actually tengah tengok iklan raya from Bernas ni.. tak habis buffing pun lagi.. awal-awal ni pun dah buat ceq sedih..  insan yang mempunyai kekurangan dalam menunggu kehadiaran Syawal, tanpa keluarga tercinta, mesti sedih rasanya.. I can't imagine if its happening to me.. I'm not ready.. please let me do what I should first for my family as my responsible.. I want to cherish them, make them happy.. and I really hope that my brother and I, will be a good son and daughter to them.. about Syawal again, this year my mother's turn.. and about gathering with friends, I don't know whether I can make it.. masa sungguh mencemburui kami.. tak tahu dah laa nak cakap apa.. kecelaruan perasaan ni.. haha.. dengan iklan Bernas yang sedih dan tak habis loading lagi ni, bertambah-tambah celarunya.. that's why there's no description about this post.. saja nak membebel..! love peoples that care for you as you still can.. and care for others as you still can.. if you are bona fide, insyaAllah.. segalanya pasti mendapat sesuatu yang baik sebagai ganjaran.. mudah-mudahan.. kita doa je.. its about time to iftar.. cukup sampai sini dulu.. assalamualaikum.. selamat berbuka you alls!

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