What is supposed to be......

at first, there was a story about Ramadhan that I wanted to share.. but just because I kept it for a day and its all messed up.. and now emotional unbalanced.. as a normal human being, we always wanted some changes in our life.. but we doesn't know what we wish for is a good thing for us, or is it meant to be at that moment.. but really for me, its better to be left unsaid.. as like what I've wrote in my draft, a secret become a secret itself because there are story that we are hiding from to protect some particular things or a person, and or its just too painful to be told directly.. I've once read that in Islam, there's no coincidence, it's all destiny.. it has been written for us by Him.. nonetheless, we could change it to be better as if it still in His pathway on seeking His guidance to become a better caliph.. its not easy.. we might be good in words and talking, but the action that we take is what His looking forward.. and for that we need strength, patience, and sincerity to keep us tightly hold the responsibility, loyal towards Him and istiqamah, which keep on doing it as our routine.. this month of love between us and Him, lets us make it beautiful and reach for His blessing.. I'm still learning and seeking for God guidance.. I'm begging for all those thing which I lack on and slowly starting to discover an learn.. together we improves ourself in this Ramadhan.. remember, even its just a tiny little changes, the effort we shows, it will be bless.. keep on having faith.. sebab Allah itu Maha Pengampun, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang serta Maha Pemurah... Assalamualaikum